Why am i so depressed...
I mean after all were not together anymore... its been 4 months... he has a new girlfriend... i don't have a new relationship with anyone... i'm not suppose to feel this way coz i know i've moved on already... or not? or i just keep on pretending that everything's fine with me... And the worse part is.. its Valentines in less than 2 weeks.... What made me more depressed was when i listened to the radio early today the DJ said that Valentines is coming... everyone should have a date.. if you don't have one there's a small chance that you get to have a new relationship... He also said that its like a one time big time chance that Paris Hilton will win an Oscar Award... isn't it depressing...What if Paris didn't win an Oscar Award? is it the same that i also don't have a chance to be with someone... i deserve?? I don't wanna die alone!!!! I want to be with someone....
Am i just jelous of the fact that my "X" has a new relationship and i don't?
